Hi. Hello. How are you?

Summer ended.
Fall started.
Classes are busier.
Spirit is fading.
Cold wind is blowing.
Glad the sun is still shinning.
Finals are just around the corner. What to do?
What to say?
So how you anyway?

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Fatty to Total Hottie

Creepy Azim being a creep

with his weird ass laugh!

I know, I know! I make you happy. :)

Glad you upgraded your taste? I bet you do.

Yada... yada... yada...

Sums up from May 20th to June 9th. New baby in town!! She's so small I was shaking holding her and she smells funny. Kak Mas told me that the smell of a newborn baby smells like heaven, up to a 7 days old baby. I smelled her head and she smells like meat. Not in a bad way, like meat as in no baby powder, no baby soap, no baby shampoo. It's nice to know how babies smell like.

So Waffiyah, we are now officially have one thing in-common. You were born here in the States last 2 weeks, I was born here in the States approximately last 22 years and 2 months. Sweet right, I'm the New England baby, you're the Midwest baby. We gonna rule the world. :) You will shine just like you big sister. You will go through life with your color. I wish you the best in everything you planning to do, just don't be a mean *** c**t. Which I doubt, cause you have you awesome and sweet mommy and daddy.

Newborn Waffiyah Wasim
Born June 9th, 2012
Welcome to the Malaysian American Babies' Club.

With the Carbondale aunts and the sisters. Don't forget the mommy.

After we met baby Waffiyah, we went fishy fishing.
Adlan caught a huge Carp.
Cooked. Ate. Discarded through the back door. 

Catfish - I pulled out.
Azim's fishing rod.

Next: Carbondale, Illinois - Champaign, Illinois - Milwaukee, Wisconsin  - Chicago, Illinois

         ( Bonus: SHOPPING! just a tiny shopping spree)

Whats up

Sunday?!?!?! No freaking way. Urghhh no... I don't feel like going to work tomorrow.

Things need to get done:

• Laundry is a must
• House cleaning
• Textbooks
• Bubble tea
• Owe Zariff and Amri blend
• Strawberry picking please... :)
• Make a list of 'things'

I know you love me.

Wisdom tooth, urgh so much wisdom you bringing me. Too bad I  have high tolerance for pain. But sometimes you just wanna say 'Ibu... I have a boo boo!' and that time is now. This is sure one hell of a 'boo boo' I can't even stay asleep, now I'm up the aching is killing me. Anyway tomorrow is shopping day, say whatttt!?!? mhmm... can't wait! I haven't figured out what to buy for my lovely little self yet :P With this toothache I might be cranky all day tomorrow. :/

Pain, pain, go away,

Come again another day,

Little me wants to play,

Pain, pain go away.

Highlight of the day:

Found a shirt says 'He loves me. He loves me not.'

and...

Me: He loves me. He loves me not.

Them: He loves you! Obviously!

Me: Ummm ?!?!???!? *pooping face*

Oh physics

Hi physics, we meet again! Today is our last day of war, please be nice to me. I stayed up till 4am last night at the super frezzing library. Thanks to Azim dodol keeping me company. By company I mean zzZzzzZZzzzZZzz. So physics, I tried my best to really-really understand you, but you're just can be too difficult sometime. InsyaAllah everything is going to be fine. Okay bye physics.

Quotation of the day: 'Jom!! Ada tok guru yang handsome macam amar baharin. Mesti jadi pro la. LOL. Joke. :p' - Abdul Azim

Alhamdulillah

Keep saying Alhamdulillah even if you're in the most horrible place in the world or if you facing the biggest problem in the world or if you dealing with the most difficult person in the world because at the end of the day Allah remembers you so he send all this obstacle to see if you remember Him.

So keep remembering him.

 

'Be patient and because patient brings you a long way.' InsyaALLAH :)

FYI

I'm not your replacement.

I have my own place.

Beyond

This is one of the corniest thing a guy could do for a girl.

Yes! the CORNIEST and the CHEESIEST.. but yet its the thought that counts.

And I think its sweet and personal.

Walking through some pages in it.

1st page.

It says 'Happy Birthday' on his room wall. How sweet... awww ;P

 Some pictures of me and him along down the road of the first to months.

International festival.

Thank you for the time and effort you put in making this lovely album.

OUR FAVORITE PICTURE EVER!

The END

Want Two Bee

Abdul Azim Abdul Naseer, Amar Baharin wannabee. 

So this is kind of a situation when you are bored and felt like taking pictures of your TV screen.

In my case my computer screen while skyping. 

He actually thinks 'Handsome jugak aku ni'.

THE END

XOXO

That's what he said

'I was never in love with her, but I am in love with you.'

'This time is different, it's something I never felt before.'

'I want t marry you the day I lay my eyes on you, even though back then you and I were strangers.'

'I keep denying the feelings, but it became stronger and stronger each day.'

Day 1

Finals

Monday - 12.50pm - 2.50pm BIOL305

Tuesday - Study

Wednesday - Study

Thursday - 3.10pm - 5.10pm PHY203A

Friday - 7.50am - 9.50am ZOOL220

If only #1

If only you knew how sorry I am after every fight.

If only you knew how sometimes what you say hurts me.

If only you knew how I keep smiling just so you don't feel bad.

If only you knew every mean things I said just so I don't fall for you too fast.

If only you knew every time I stared at you my heart screams 'I love you.'

If only you knew every time I asked for help I want you to feel that I need you.

If only you knew how sometimes when you ignored me it actually killing me inside.

If only you knew why I hold your hand to sleep because I misses you.

If only you knew you are the reason for every smile, which I love.. 

and you are the reason for every tear, which I hate.

If only you knew how bad I want you to get rid of the walls that are surrounding me.

If only you knew how I want everything to be easier.

So I don't have to think and just be with you.

If only #2

If only you knew I feel sorry for what happened to you guys. 

If only you knew I'm the one who ask him to talk to you and give you closure.

If only you knew I'm the one who asked him to call you when you needed him the most. 

If only you knew I'm the one who asked him to see if you were okay.

If only you knew I'm the one who asked him to think about your feelings before he say anything.

If only you knew I never have problems with you from the start. 

If only you knew how bad I wish I'm not taking him from you. 

If only you knew... 

If only you knew how I want this war you created ends. 

So I don't have to carry this burden with.

Best WEEKEND!

Last Saturday was my 22nd birthday, I was fooled by everybody. I didn't even noticed that they planned something that night. I thought it was just a gathering for Abg Syam's friend from Champaign, but when I got there the door was looked, so I knocked and while waiting, some of the guys were outside so I talked to them a bit. When the door was unlocked and I turned the door knob and pushed the door a little bit and I saw everyone was in the living room screaming 'Happy Birthday!' facing me standing outside. I was stunned and it made my eyes water. They have balloons and Molten Chocolate Cupcake not to forget the never ending candles. We took pictures of me being a baby, everything was normal that day, people wishes me Happy Birthday and stuff. So I thought maybe this year there's no budget to spend money on birthday party. But that was not all, I was talking to a friend blah blah blah and he pointed something behind me, as I turn I so a huge pink basket wrapped with a clear plastic wrapper, it was a gift from everyone. I can't even remember what I felt the moment I saw their faces. But I really-really appreciate every single moment of it. <3

All the gifts.

Grey Spongebob I heart nerds T-shirt.
Mr.Puppet Kermit the Frog baseball T-shirt.
Yellow Despicable Me Minion T-shirt.
Blue I Did It But I'm Blaming You T-shirt. (which they say it is so me)
2 pairs of new socks. RANDOM!

Thanks Abg Syam and Kak Chah for this lovely set and the DIY birthday card.
Can't wait to find a time and pamper myself. One and  a half hour shower.

So after I opened the presents from 'everyone' and the present from Abg Syam and Kak Chah. They asked me to close my eyes cause they have another surprise for me. So I did and... this I what I got.. =D OMG!!

A pair of hermit crab from my lovely big sister (Nurul Asmui).
I love them. <3

I named the male (blue shell) Cappie,
and the female (yellow shell) is still nameless. :( 

Before I forget I also got a present from Azim, a Kinder Bueno chocolate bar. YUMMY! Its not much cause he's saving for a car, but the thought that counts. I can't find a word to describe my feelings. All I know I love them all and they mean the world to me. Thanks for doing all of this for me. I feel loved. I love you guys too. <3 I know I will never forget this ever. I still have the terharu feeling and still have the sebak dihati that can't be expressed. I know they went all out cause Kei is graduating and going back to Malaysia and get married in December. This probably the last birthday we gonna celebrate together. :'(

***

Okay... enough with the sad part. I wanna go on with my story, so it a little past midnight so we all say bye and salam-salam each other. I went home, went to my room and there was another surprise for me. A lion gift bag and an album with a picture of me on the cover. Three surprises in one night that I might get a heart attack. A gift from at that time I don't know who was it from. They were place on my unmade bed, kind of embarrassing knowing that the person actually see my room so messy. So I took out my camera.

Surprise awaits

So I waited for Azim to get home cause our skype was on and obviously I can see him when he came in the room to open the presents that I'm pretty sure are from him. I so didn't expect that he bought me the Taz polaroid camera. But he did, he actually did. OMG! I'm so happy can't stop smiling, I even thought that it was just the box and he's just messing with my emotions. I can't stop thanking him for the gift.

A Taz polaroid camera, just what I wanted and
a bonus sentimental album by dodol sewel. AA.
The content of the album are confidential.
Thank you! I love ALL of it!

The dodol who is responsible for being the 

AWESOMESS BEST-FRIEND EVER!

He so gonna kill me for this. :D

P/S: I love you.

Whatever you say or do,

You never gonna win this war that you created,

The only way to win is REDHA.

A minute left.

   In exactly ONE minute its officially April 28th. But I'm not born yet, until its 11.50pm tonight. So yeah, another year passing by. Without my mom, my dad, and my sisters. Just me and my younger brother. I'm very great full ever since I'm a little girl I'm lucky enough to always have a birthday cake every single year. My dad will always came home from work with a cake and a present. Even when my mom and dad were having a difficult time financially. We just moved in our first home after 4 years we lived with my grandmother since we got back from the states. I remember, it was my 8th or 9th birthday, my dad came home with just Wall's Viennetta ice cream in replace for my birthday cake that year. Remembering that year burst me to tears, I can't even express it with words how I am great full to have my awesomess parents around while growing up, to grew up in a loving family, and feel their unconditional love. Every breath I'm taking, every tears I shed, every heartache I felt, every laughter in my life, every smile I see and give, every small little deeds I did, I owe it to them. Nothing I can do can repay what they given me. 

    The last time I was with my mom and dad and my sisters was back in 2008. I was turning 18, huge number for me but I'm still the same little girl that always waiting for my dad to come home with a cake and a present. August that year I started my college life here, I know nothing is gonna be the same. I turned 19 with just Kei and Yeh my only family here. It's not the same but it was as hard I thought it will be. I wasn't expecting anything, but for them to remember and also they are my only family, was good enough for me. The cake tradition  is still there. And I love both of them for that. And as the wonderful years passed by, from 19 to 20 to 21 and tomorrow 22. It has been the greatest and I will remember it as long as my memory part of my brain still good to go. InsyaAllah. 

    But this year is different, I don't want anything I just want ibu and ayah. I miss them so much. InsyaAllah I can keep a huge smile on my face. cause I'm good at it. Had a lot of practice. Wasalam. 

AsianeatsRice

Oh rice is soooo gooood. And I'm such an awesome cook. What else can I say, except alhamdulillah.. I'm awesome like that. 

Night-night I'm hungry after work, I cook this. 2 in 1 dish.
Kobis masak lemak + udang masak lemak = udang masak lemak kobis =D

An ABDUL vs. 3 other ABDULS

Skypemovienight;
Movie: Tiga Abdul (P.Ramlee)
Year: 1964
Duration: ~100 min
Purpose:  Match between an Abdul and 3 other Abduls. (Honestly, we were bonding)

Excited much Abdul?

I guess this was at one of funny part.

Dude, you're trying waaay too hard to look cute(like me). :D

Got cooties?

Umm... this was just indescribable.

zzzZZzzZzZZzzzZzZZzZZz?? NO WAY! How? It was 'Tiga Abdul'.

How high were you?

Cooties on your head too?

HAHA. Guess your losing to the other Abduls.

Pooping face!

Don't remember why this actually happen. I was more like WATAFISHCAKE!!
But...
We always have fun doing pretty much anything and everything. He's such a great guy best-friend.

Ugliest face mode : ONN

Letter to YOU.

Dear buah hati a.k.a future husband,

   Assalamualaikum, I'm writing this so when you come into my life you will know that you are the one for me.

I would like to get the most expensive diamond ring, when you ask me to marry you. But instead of that I want you to make me feel like I'm worth the diamond ring. I would like to have a fancy car. But instead I want you to care for me as long as you will care for a car. I would want a lot of extra stuff, a huge house with two stories garage for our cars, a beautiful kitchen with fancy stuff (dishwasher, all the stuff for baking, awesomess stove in the market) a women can ever ask for. A gorgeous landscape around our home. But instead, I would rather have you not give me all of those and give me all of you. Something that money can't buy. Let our life be about you and me and us.

With LOVE,

Your Buah Hati.

65:28:45

A lil bit longer. 

PSYCHO!![ranting]

Dear psycho ex-girlfriend,


YOU ARE FUCKING CRAZY! You guys been broken up since February, get over it! I know its was a 4 years relationship. But, wake the fuck up! he doesn't love you. And he never even loved you. Why the fuck do you say you're okay when the fact is you have some twisted shit going on in you fucking psycho brain. Calling me names won't make you feel good about yourself. Try lose some weight and fix you crazy ass brain. That might help you to hold a guy. You trying to cause drama? You have seriously lost it. He have his own life and I’m sorry if it pisses you off that he's completely happy now. Move the fuck on and grow up! I feel bad for your future boyfriend.


Worry about your own life and stay the hell out of mine and his.

SUMMER 2012

Dear summer,

We meet again

Bring the bright and sunny to everyone,

Some get the dry and flaky skin.

Dear summer,

We meet again, 

You bring so much memory,

Some cause my laughter even more cause the tears.

Dear summer,

We meet again,

You were once the best season,

but now I think your not.

Dear summer, 

We meet again,

I thought I'm not over him,

But when you get here I'm ready to find out that I am.

24/7?

Dear stranger,

How are you today? I hope your day has been awesome, just like you are. My day was pretty much the same, school, school and work. Not much going on this week, which I'm so happy about. But tests and finals are just around the corner like really2 around the corner. And all I've doing is SKYPE-ING. Like hours and hours and hours. Lets just say its a never ending call.

I'm thinking of going higher prolly like 72 hours plus plus. I don't know, kinda hard to reach that number might kill my computer. So you, yes you, you think I don't know that you have been creeping on here? :P
So you think this number can get any higher?

Love, 

<3  Syairah.

A Picture Says it All.

Sunday! Team DODOL went FATTOS

Date: April 8th, 2012

Places: QQ Bubble Tea and Kei's Living Room

Time: Sometime afternoon

Kak Chah and Abg Sham's drawing on
the wall in  QQ Bubble Tea.

Kei's exquisite drawing for
QQ Bubble Tea before she graduate.

Azim's drawing, sooo ummm IDK. Cartoonish.

Kei . Zariff

Pineapple + Apple

Yeah! I'm HOT like that.

Dodols

Thank YOU Aishah.

Stuffed tofu, I guess?