Tak rasa cam main 'kawin-kawin' ke?

10:00 am - Azim stop by the house to pick up the wedding rings.

12:00 pm - Did my Henna for the solemnization at Masjid Jamek. Cost my ibu RM40. Didn't get the fancy once cause my soon to be husband hates everything 'over the top'. Last minutes shopping with my ibu for her fancy tudung. :)

2:00 pm - Last minutes spa treatment, 'mandi lulur'. Ibu insisted it, two hours passed and skin smell like spices. LOL. Even after I took a shower. BAD MOVE!

The solemnization were supposed to start at 9pm. Since I wanted to perform my magrib prayer before the makeup and the flowers and the tudung and stuff we started everything at 7:40 pm or so. There wasn't enough time, the tudung part took a lil more time than expected. Soooooo... basically I was late. Got to the masjid at 9:30pm. Atok was freaking out the whole time, that was funny cause she nag nag nag all the way about the MUA I hired.

When I got there seeing all my families, my friends, his families and his friends I was expecting some kind of feeling, any kind. I wasn't nervous at all, no butterflies in my tummy, no tears of joy. I just feel ME.

10:00 pm - Alhamdulillah, officially Abdul Azim bin Abdul Nasser wedded wife.

It felt like a game not just to me but for Azim to. We kept asking each other did we really got married and laugh about it. Cause it happened in a blink of an eye all the sudden we're husband and wife. Unfortunately we didn't get to enjoy the best part of every wedding. THE FOOD!! Photo session on our left and right with my friends, his friends. We (my maid of honor a.k.a bestest friend, me a.k.a the bride, Azim a.k.a the groom) ended up at Setiawangsa McDonalds at 12am in my wedding dress. People were staring and whispering and giggling prolly they thought we eloped. LOL. The cashier even took the chance to congratulate us.

Alhamdulillah everything just falls into places. I wasn't like the wedding of the year costing RM100K. But it was perfect. Eventhough Azim forgot to wear his socks, me smelling like spices, we didn't get to eat the good food, there was no cake, we haven't the chance to go on a honeymoon yet but everything was perfect in our memory. I got my perfect dress, my calla lily bouquet (Azim went around KL just to find my bouquet of 12 calla lilies, I LOVE HIM FOR THAT), our friends and family were there and I married my perfect man, my imam, my protector. :) Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah it is a huge blessing.

Some pictures from our official wedding photographer. But to this date (5 months after) we haven't receive our wedding album yet. Starting to get the feeling that they are so unprofessional.

COME ON GUYS DO YOUR JOB. WE PAID YOU!

2013 in a flash

A year ago this month I posted my last post on here. Since then a lot had happened. Status had changed, appearance also had some change which I'm so very proud of. Hormones were going cray cray zeyhh!! To cut everything short.

Feb 2013- no idea what happened

March 2013- My dad's 52nd birthday.

April 2013- My birthday, Azim bought me a pair of Sperry Angleboat Shoes. Sadly we bought the wrong size. That was a waste of $90. 

May 2013- Secret mission Malaysia for 3months surprised my dad, grandparent, aunts and uncle also the cousins. It was awesome. Get to ate all the good food I've been missing.

June 2013- Broke the news to my atok (grandma) about my plan to get married. Also was hoping for an approval which I did get after a few days. Almost get a smack from her too LOL. 

July 2013- All the preparation for the solemnization. Also it was Ramadhan, fasting month, it was exciting! It has been a while since the last time I get to go to BAZAAR RAMADHAN. Get to try Raja Tepung Pelita claimed by Azim the best tepung pelita in KL. Also stayed with my grandparents in Kelantan for 2 weeks before getting married. They did try to convince me to change my mind, too cute! 

August 2013 - EID MUBARAK! It was pretty good but I was more excited for the wedding.

The End

Hi. Hello. How are you?

Summer ended.
Fall started.
Classes are busier.
Spirit is fading.
Cold wind is blowing.
Glad the sun is still shinning.
Finals are just around the corner. What to do?
What to say?
So how you anyway?

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Fatty to Total Hottie

Creepy Azim being a creep

with his weird ass laugh!

I know, I know! I make you happy. :)

Glad you upgraded your taste? I bet you do.

Yada... yada... yada...

Sums up from May 20th to June 9th. New baby in town!! She's so small I was shaking holding her and she smells funny. Kak Mas told me that the smell of a newborn baby smells like heaven, up to a 7 days old baby. I smelled her head and she smells like meat. Not in a bad way, like meat as in no baby powder, no baby soap, no baby shampoo. It's nice to know how babies smell like.

So Waffiyah, we are now officially have one thing in-common. You were born here in the States last 2 weeks, I was born here in the States approximately last 22 years and 2 months. Sweet right, I'm the New England baby, you're the Midwest baby. We gonna rule the world. :) You will shine just like you big sister. You will go through life with your color. I wish you the best in everything you planning to do, just don't be a mean *** c**t. Which I doubt, cause you have you awesome and sweet mommy and daddy.

Newborn Waffiyah Wasim
Born June 9th, 2012
Welcome to the Malaysian American Babies' Club.

With the Carbondale aunts and the sisters. Don't forget the mommy.

After we met baby Waffiyah, we went fishy fishing.
Adlan caught a huge Carp.
Cooked. Ate. Discarded through the back door. 

Catfish - I pulled out.
Azim's fishing rod.

Next: Carbondale, Illinois - Champaign, Illinois - Milwaukee, Wisconsin  - Chicago, Illinois

         ( Bonus: SHOPPING! just a tiny shopping spree)

Whats up

Sunday?!?!?! No freaking way. Urghhh no... I don't feel like going to work tomorrow.

Things need to get done:

• Laundry is a must
• House cleaning
• Textbooks
• Bubble tea
• Owe Zariff and Amri blend
• Strawberry picking please... :)
• Make a list of 'things'

I know you love me.

Wisdom tooth, urgh so much wisdom you bringing me. Too bad I  have high tolerance for pain. But sometimes you just wanna say 'Ibu... I have a boo boo!' and that time is now. This is sure one hell of a 'boo boo' I can't even stay asleep, now I'm up the aching is killing me. Anyway tomorrow is shopping day, say whatttt!?!? mhmm... can't wait! I haven't figured out what to buy for my lovely little self yet :P With this toothache I might be cranky all day tomorrow. :/

Pain, pain, go away,

Come again another day,

Little me wants to play,

Pain, pain go away.

Highlight of the day:

Found a shirt says 'He loves me. He loves me not.'

and...

Me: He loves me. He loves me not.

Them: He loves you! Obviously!

Me: Ummm ?!?!???!? *pooping face*

Oh physics

Hi physics, we meet again! Today is our last day of war, please be nice to me. I stayed up till 4am last night at the super frezzing library. Thanks to Azim dodol keeping me company. By company I mean zzZzzzZZzzzZZzz. So physics, I tried my best to really-really understand you, but you're just can be too difficult sometime. InsyaAllah everything is going to be fine. Okay bye physics.

Quotation of the day: 'Jom!! Ada tok guru yang handsome macam amar baharin. Mesti jadi pro la. LOL. Joke. :p' - Abdul Azim

Alhamdulillah

Keep saying Alhamdulillah even if you're in the most horrible place in the world or if you facing the biggest problem in the world or if you dealing with the most difficult person in the world because at the end of the day Allah remembers you so he send all this obstacle to see if you remember Him.

So keep remembering him.

 

'Be patient and because patient brings you a long way.' InsyaALLAH :)

FYI

I'm not your replacement.

I have my own place.

Beyond

This is one of the corniest thing a guy could do for a girl.

Yes! the CORNIEST and the CHEESIEST.. but yet its the thought that counts.

And I think its sweet and personal.

Walking through some pages in it.

1st page.

It says 'Happy Birthday' on his room wall. How sweet... awww ;P

 Some pictures of me and him along down the road of the first to months.

International festival.

Thank you for the time and effort you put in making this lovely album.

OUR FAVORITE PICTURE EVER!

The END

Want Two Bee

Abdul Azim Abdul Naseer, Amar Baharin wannabee. 

So this is kind of a situation when you are bored and felt like taking pictures of your TV screen.

In my case my computer screen while skyping. 

He actually thinks 'Handsome jugak aku ni'.

THE END

XOXO

That's what he said

'I was never in love with her, but I am in love with you.'

'This time is different, it's something I never felt before.'

'I want t marry you the day I lay my eyes on you, even though back then you and I were strangers.'

'I keep denying the feelings, but it became stronger and stronger each day.'

Day 1

Finals

Monday - 12.50pm - 2.50pm BIOL305

Tuesday - Study

Wednesday - Study

Thursday - 3.10pm - 5.10pm PHY203A

Friday - 7.50am - 9.50am ZOOL220

If only #1

If only you knew how sorry I am after every fight.

If only you knew how sometimes what you say hurts me.

If only you knew how I keep smiling just so you don't feel bad.

If only you knew every mean things I said just so I don't fall for you too fast.

If only you knew every time I stared at you my heart screams 'I love you.'

If only you knew every time I asked for help I want you to feel that I need you.

If only you knew how sometimes when you ignored me it actually killing me inside.

If only you knew why I hold your hand to sleep because I misses you.

If only you knew you are the reason for every smile, which I love.. 

and you are the reason for every tear, which I hate.

If only you knew how bad I want you to get rid of the walls that are surrounding me.

If only you knew how I want everything to be easier.

So I don't have to think and just be with you.

If only #2

If only you knew I feel sorry for what happened to you guys. 

If only you knew I'm the one who ask him to talk to you and give you closure.

If only you knew I'm the one who asked him to call you when you needed him the most. 

If only you knew I'm the one who asked him to see if you were okay.

If only you knew I'm the one who asked him to think about your feelings before he say anything.

If only you knew I never have problems with you from the start. 

If only you knew how bad I wish I'm not taking him from you. 

If only you knew... 

If only you knew how I want this war you created ends. 

So I don't have to carry this burden with.

Best WEEKEND!

Last Saturday was my 22nd birthday, I was fooled by everybody. I didn't even noticed that they planned something that night. I thought it was just a gathering for Abg Syam's friend from Champaign, but when I got there the door was looked, so I knocked and while waiting, some of the guys were outside so I talked to them a bit. When the door was unlocked and I turned the door knob and pushed the door a little bit and I saw everyone was in the living room screaming 'Happy Birthday!' facing me standing outside. I was stunned and it made my eyes water. They have balloons and Molten Chocolate Cupcake not to forget the never ending candles. We took pictures of me being a baby, everything was normal that day, people wishes me Happy Birthday and stuff. So I thought maybe this year there's no budget to spend money on birthday party. But that was not all, I was talking to a friend blah blah blah and he pointed something behind me, as I turn I so a huge pink basket wrapped with a clear plastic wrapper, it was a gift from everyone. I can't even remember what I felt the moment I saw their faces. But I really-really appreciate every single moment of it. <3

All the gifts.

Grey Spongebob I heart nerds T-shirt.
Mr.Puppet Kermit the Frog baseball T-shirt.
Yellow Despicable Me Minion T-shirt.
Blue I Did It But I'm Blaming You T-shirt. (which they say it is so me)
2 pairs of new socks. RANDOM!

Thanks Abg Syam and Kak Chah for this lovely set and the DIY birthday card.
Can't wait to find a time and pamper myself. One and  a half hour shower.

So after I opened the presents from 'everyone' and the present from Abg Syam and Kak Chah. They asked me to close my eyes cause they have another surprise for me. So I did and... this I what I got.. =D OMG!!

A pair of hermit crab from my lovely big sister (Nurul Asmui).
I love them. <3

I named the male (blue shell) Cappie,
and the female (yellow shell) is still nameless. :( 

Before I forget I also got a present from Azim, a Kinder Bueno chocolate bar. YUMMY! Its not much cause he's saving for a car, but the thought that counts. I can't find a word to describe my feelings. All I know I love them all and they mean the world to me. Thanks for doing all of this for me. I feel loved. I love you guys too. <3 I know I will never forget this ever. I still have the terharu feeling and still have the sebak dihati that can't be expressed. I know they went all out cause Kei is graduating and going back to Malaysia and get married in December. This probably the last birthday we gonna celebrate together. :'(

***

Okay... enough with the sad part. I wanna go on with my story, so it a little past midnight so we all say bye and salam-salam each other. I went home, went to my room and there was another surprise for me. A lion gift bag and an album with a picture of me on the cover. Three surprises in one night that I might get a heart attack. A gift from at that time I don't know who was it from. They were place on my unmade bed, kind of embarrassing knowing that the person actually see my room so messy. So I took out my camera.

Surprise awaits

So I waited for Azim to get home cause our skype was on and obviously I can see him when he came in the room to open the presents that I'm pretty sure are from him. I so didn't expect that he bought me the Taz polaroid camera. But he did, he actually did. OMG! I'm so happy can't stop smiling, I even thought that it was just the box and he's just messing with my emotions. I can't stop thanking him for the gift.

A Taz polaroid camera, just what I wanted and
a bonus sentimental album by dodol sewel. AA.
The content of the album are confidential.
Thank you! I love ALL of it!

The dodol who is responsible for being the 

AWESOMESS BEST-FRIEND EVER!

He so gonna kill me for this. :D

P/S: I love you.

Whatever you say or do,

You never gonna win this war that you created,

The only way to win is REDHA.