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10:00 am - Azim stop by the house to pick up the wedding rings.

12:00 pm - Did my Henna for the solemnization at Masjid Jamek. Cost my ibu RM40. Didn't get the fancy once cause my soon to be husband hates everything 'over the top'. Last minutes shopping with my ibu for her fancy tudung. :)

2:00 pm - Last minutes spa treatment, 'mandi lulur'. Ibu insisted it, two hours passed and skin smell like spices. LOL. Even after I took a shower. BAD MOVE!

The solemnization were supposed to start at 9pm. Since I wanted to perform my magrib prayer before the makeup and the flowers and the tudung and stuff we started everything at 7:40 pm or so. There wasn't enough time, the tudung part took a lil more time than expected. Soooooo... basically I was late. Got to the masjid at 9:30pm. Atok was freaking out the whole time, that was funny cause she nag nag nag all the way about the MUA I hired.

When I got there seeing all my families, my friends, his families and his friends I was expecting some kind of feeling, any kind. I wasn't nervous at all, no butterflies in my tummy, no tears of joy. I just feel ME.

10:00 pm - Alhamdulillah, officially Abdul Azim bin Abdul Nasser wedded wife.

It felt like a game not just to me but for Azim to. We kept asking each other did we really got married and laugh about it. Cause it happened in a blink of an eye all the sudden we're husband and wife. Unfortunately we didn't get to enjoy the best part of every wedding. THE FOOD!! Photo session on our left and right with my friends, his friends. We (my maid of honor a.k.a bestest friend, me a.k.a the bride, Azim a.k.a the groom) ended up at Setiawangsa McDonalds at 12am in my wedding dress. People were staring and whispering and giggling prolly they thought we eloped. LOL. The cashier even took the chance to congratulate us.

Alhamdulillah everything just falls into places. I wasn't like the wedding of the year costing RM100K. But it was perfect. Eventhough Azim forgot to wear his socks, me smelling like spices, we didn't get to eat the good food, there was no cake, we haven't the chance to go on a honeymoon yet but everything was perfect in our memory. I got my perfect dress, my calla lily bouquet (Azim went around KL just to find my bouquet of 12 calla lilies, I LOVE HIM FOR THAT), our friends and family were there and I married my perfect man, my imam, my protector. :) Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah it is a huge blessing.

Some pictures from our official wedding photographer. But to this date (5 months after) we haven't receive our wedding album yet. Starting to get the feeling that they are so unprofessional.

COME ON GUYS DO YOUR JOB. WE PAID YOU!

Hi. Hello. How are you?

Summer ended.
Fall started.
Classes are busier.
Spirit is fading.
Cold wind is blowing.
Glad the sun is still shinning.
Finals are just around the corner. What to do?
What to say?
So how you anyway?

24/7?

Dear stranger,

How are you today? I hope your day has been awesome, just like you are. My day was pretty much the same, school, school and work. Not much going on this week, which I'm so happy about. But tests and finals are just around the corner like really2 around the corner. And all I've doing is SKYPE-ING. Like hours and hours and hours. Lets just say its a never ending call.

I'm thinking of going higher prolly like 72 hours plus plus. I don't know, kinda hard to reach that number might kill my computer. So you, yes you, you think I don't know that you have been creeping on here? :P
So you think this number can get any higher?

Love, 

<3  Syairah.

Progress

Being in a position where you kinda the girl who some people think you took another girl's happiness really sucks. My happiness was once taken too. Can't blame her.But all I could say to myself is ' I'm leaving beause you're happier than ever when you're with her. 'Why people always blame others on what ever happened to them? Can't they see that god have better plan for them? Don't get me wrong, I used to think that way. The lost, the pain and the anger towards him mostly the anger towards myself just took the best of me. Wondering what did I do wrong? Was it because I can't always be with you? Was is because I care too much? Was it because I'm me? The truth does hurt, soo bad. But the not knowing why he left hurt the most. Now, today, Allah sent me someone who cares for me, Alhamdulillah, he's  better that what I had in the past. We both remind each other to be a better person and mostly to be a better muslim. But the question is, is this just another quick stop or the end of it? Wallahualam.