Being in a position where you kinda the girl who some people think you took another girl's happiness really sucks. My happiness was once taken too. Can't blame her.But all I could say to myself is ' I'm leaving beause you're happier than ever when you're with her. 'Why people always blame others on what ever happened to them? Can't they see that god have better plan for them? Don't get me wrong, I used to think that way. The lost, the pain and the anger towards him mostly the anger towards myself just took the best of me. Wondering what did I do wrong? Was it because I can't always be with you? Was is because I care too much? Was it because I'm me? The truth does hurt, soo bad. But the not knowing why he left hurt the most. Now, today, Allah sent me someone who cares for me, Alhamdulillah, he's better that what I had in the past. We both remind each other to be a better person and mostly to be a better muslim. But the question is, is this just another quick stop or the end of it? Wallahualam.
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