Showing posts with label cira. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cira. Show all posts

Thursday, April 12, 2012

24/7?

Dear stranger,

How are you today? I hope your day has been awesome, just like you are. My day was pretty much the same, school, school and work. Not much going on this week, which I'm so happy about. But tests and finals are just around the corner like really2 around the corner. And all I've doing is SKYPE-ING. Like hours and hours and hours. Lets just say its a never ending call.


I'm thinking of going higher prolly like 72 hours plus plus. I don't know, kinda hard to reach that number might kill my computer. So you, yes you, you think I don't know that you have been creeping on here? :P
So you think this number can get any higher?

Love, 
<3  Syairah.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Progress

Being in a position where you kinda the girl who some people think you took another girl's happiness really sucks. My happiness was once taken too. Can't blame her.But all I could say to myself is ' I'm leaving beause you're happier than ever when you're with her. 'Why people always blame others on what ever happened to them? Can't they see that god have better plan for them? Don't get me wrong, I used to think that way. The lost, the pain and the anger towards him mostly the anger towards myself just took the best of me. Wondering what did I do wrong? Was it because I can't always be with you? Was is because I care too much? Was it because I'm me? The truth does hurt, soo bad. But the not knowing why he left hurt the most. Now, today, Allah sent me someone who cares for me, Alhamdulillah, he's  better that what I had in the past. We both remind each other to be a better person and mostly to be a better muslim. But the question is, is this just another quick stop or the end of it? Wallahualam.