Yummy! Yummy! 100% yet?

So last Saturday, randomly and spontaneously I feel like baking. So called my mom for the recipe. I was expecting a secret family recipe or something, but ehh she used the recipe online. I'll put the link on the end of this post.

Hours later... TAADAAA! the kitchen was a mess. The sink was half full, well it still is. 

Managed to clean this up. :)

Buuuuut... I baked the AWESOMESS CARROT CAKE EVER!! Mhmm, like I feel so awesome and I know I am awesome like that. :D So had this 'dodol' try it out, well honestly it was a surprise for him, see if I can beat the one supposedly "THE BEST AND THE ONLY CARROT CAKE" he ever had. BOOYAH!! I scored it. Alhamdulillah. No need to spend RM8 for a slice of your ex-best and ex-only carrot cake anymore. While you can get it free. Like my ibu said "Free food always sedap". It's offficial now I might not be the smartest girl in my class. But I'm sure a good cook and an awesome baker. :P

Freshly baked from the oven.

Abdul Azim, tell me you love it or I'll make sure this is the last thing you gonna eat  through your mouth. :D

Feel free to try the recipe, make a carrot cake lover fond to you. <3

http://www.joyofbaking.com/CarrotCake.html

Random question of the day:

What kind of secret ingredient you usually put in a cake?

Progress

Being in a position where you kinda the girl who some people think you took another girl's happiness really sucks. My happiness was once taken too. Can't blame her.But all I could say to myself is ' I'm leaving beause you're happier than ever when you're with her. 'Why people always blame others on what ever happened to them? Can't they see that god have better plan for them? Don't get me wrong, I used to think that way. The lost, the pain and the anger towards him mostly the anger towards myself just took the best of me. Wondering what did I do wrong? Was it because I can't always be with you? Was is because I care too much? Was it because I'm me? The truth does hurt, soo bad. But the not knowing why he left hurt the most. Now, today, Allah sent me someone who cares for me, Alhamdulillah, he's  better that what I had in the past. We both remind each other to be a better person and mostly to be a better muslim. But the question is, is this just another quick stop or the end of it? Wallahualam.

Puppy love.

Ever wonder how some couple started with just a puppy love then it grew to a real true love. And some couple started with an inttention of love and end up getting hurt. Remembering my puppy lover its just to cute. Being 9, thought you're inlove with a boy in another class and ride the same bus to and back from school. But he doesn't know you had been crushing on him the whole year. All the sudden you hear romours that he's  kinda into another girl. 1st boy. 1st crush. 1st heartache. Now, millions of years had passed and he's not even with the girl he liked and he's on your facebook friend list and still have no idea that you once had a crush on him. Saying 'Hi' just gonna be weird. And seeing him  as a man and you realized what was there that make you like him so much to even shed a tear for him back then when you were 9. It's silly when you think it back. How pure the feelings was as a kid? Why can't  all puppy love turn into true love.